I realized that I am full of fear.
Of being in danger. Of being poor. Of being jobless and unemployed. Of being ignorant. Of being inadequate. Of being unloved and not finding the person to share my life with. I’m afraid of settling for comfort and ignorance so much that I ultimately stop growing.
Today’s one of the days that I feel grateful that she left me. Because after months of crying, of illusion, of fear, of rejection, I feel that I am truly alone again. and truly ready again.
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